jealous or zealous.......

glad that i am really being able to post for two consecutive days..its a big thing .........great going parag

the title i have chosen is something we all need to give a minute but unfortunately we tend to skip it almost daily . u will appreciate after reading this , but please read it with total honesty(this ,call it a curse for those who have it, in todays materialistic ,me first world. and this e-coli bacteria which is a helpful bacteria, honesty i mean ,can be found somewhere deep inside youbut the depth to unearth varies from person to person)
wow.. its very difficult to control your thoughts and put them in words but after all this is what i am here for..lets get back to the topic

have you ever felt jealous with your brother's achievement .i know its something sacrilegious but let me have ur feedbacks
today my cousin (just 2 years elder than me ) bought a new accent viva..a silver jet to be run on road.i really need to be happy for him , somewhere i am actually but here is miss J coming into picture to which this director have no control on (great isnt it..this relation)
what am i doing here. i really need to take control over my emotions and need to learn that few things have no tablets to have a panacea but there is one homeophathy(your composure) that can relieve you from the disease but takes sometime.

i really wish that this jealousy turns into zealousy to work hard in life to earn everything i am now jealous about.
i guess there is definately something turning in my life and for the better.

i conclude with the favourite quote for every struggler " every dog has his day" hey i am not calling myself a dog