i got a thought to evaluate my progress for the last year . realizing and recalling my experiences , i think it would be a nice idea to pen down my observations of 2005
lets start numbering them and see what number do i reach

1. started proactivily taking on new things ...which earlier i tend to swerve away out of the fear of the unknown . but now intentionally get into them .wonder sometimes that tangling too much into unnecessary things .that is why learned says here has to be in balance . need to prioritize things infact that is an art i want to master. still long wat to go
2. lets accept it . there is always some jealousy nourished inside every soul. i think there amount increases sometimes . actually its not jealousy but advanced (way too much) stage of competitiveness. that vying with the world but sometimes blindly , not visualising the repurcussions. i think 90 percent of my friends in engg. agree to the fact that they opted for software and all just because of the above stated reasons and now eager to leave it . i must try to clear all disorientations and move towards the GOAL. to set all my energy unidirectionally.....because there is balanced (zero) force when random,,wish to make it unbalanced (see the irony into that word)

got to go but will continue with this in my next post