In the END IT DOESN"T MATTER

does it....as life progresses day by day ,hour by hour ,min by min (now lets not go into seconds)
i am realizing how much i have missed ...the several opportunities cued but miscued for the fear of unknown ..actually this fear of unknown is the greatest hindrance in my developement as a person i strive to be but never been able to thrive ( i hope that formation is right .....hehe)
but really putting my efforts to break the ice , getting into that abyss of unknown

today just by chance i read neelu's blog , felt happy and sad after that
happy for getting an insight(ya i love to do that especially to bright people and believe me he is one of the most influencing friends i have) of his dreams , feelings , sentiments . people like him are successful because they always endeavor for more and by more i mean honing themselves as a person to become a persona everybody (like me) inspired by.
i wonder how would neelabh react after reading this...but really i wish to emulate his perseverence
SAD because he is feeling lonely there but i know as it goes "you can have it all but you cannot have it all at once"...so parag u got to perspire to have it all

i re-reading " zen and the art of motorcycle maintainance" hardcore philosophy
the author relates his sojourn to mountains , to lifes of successful people where density of air gets thinner as you go up in life , one slip and you fell into that deep canyon
there where there is no congestion ..scarcely populated, at each step life challenges you ,where people below you waiting to pull you down (mentally as well).So whats the solution ..author says dont dwell onto anything too deep that having been deprived of, results in imploding you from within.take the things as they come , work for it ..work really hard but learn to take things lightly
as GEETA says "karm kar phal ki ichha mat kar"
IN THE END IT DOESN"T MATTER...wow atlast i am learning to justify my ambigous titles