ZERO OUTPUT

really fighting to complete the project
i admit that i haven't done anything myself
but now the deadline is nearer, this wednesday
i have my last and the most crucial
(though i m not that serious yet) exam that is,
my final year project viva. itstill not running .
i spent the whole day in the college with literaly no output.

no matter what happens i had and will never
have any compunctions of not putting any
efforts in my project. but really wishing that
this project viva goes well as i dont want
to screw my last exam.

how do you feel when you get something free of cost .
i assume like every inhabitant of this greatest democracy ,
you also feel like you have achieved something big today,
even if that is an average hostel lunch.
menu including maggi, cold drink, allo ka prantha, dal and chawal.
it was from nishant mess account .
actually every final year hosteler covers up
the mess security charges which nobody gets back
(thats another rule been followed in dce) ,
so he invites dayscallers to eat as much as they can.
and my friend neelabh , absolute gem ,
having much more pepsi his tummy allows
and the rest goes waste but today who cares
what an amazing thing .those who have never
given even a small bite of their samosa inviting
you to have anything you want from their account
well i am not disparaging any hosteler ,
you are bound to be a little miser when you are in the hostel

all in all it was fun , yes but no work done

hats off NOOYI..

this exciting news has compelled me to another blog on the same day
listen to this ..u guys know indira nooyi,cfo pepsi
while addressing to mba students , columbia university
she describes all the 5 continents comparing with 5 fingers
index finger- europe (pointing the way up)
ring finger- latin america (sensual and romantic-j lo, salma hayek)
thumb- asia (proud and aspiring)
little finger- africa
middle finger - u.s

now dont say u didnt get the meaning .
she actually describes us(not we you dumbo i mean america)
with her middle finger. thats the way to do it.
right in the middle of them and i really admire her guts ,
she being the first indian talking to americans
with her head high , facing them ,
telling her real feelings ,instead of
genuflecting in front of them as i have been
seeing all our politicians doing .


newspaper is full of information and i can mention atleast
10 interesting articles in todays .
there is mention of one study which says that 18 may is the most propitious day to implement your resolutions.
and i am the greatest proof of this study
i writing now and it all started in this month
hope it carries on

challo going for jassi(
i watch mallika in the program.. wat about you)
just kidding

jealous or zealous.......

glad that i am really being able to post for two consecutive days..its a big thing .........great going parag

the title i have chosen is something we all need to give a minute but unfortunately we tend to skip it almost daily . u will appreciate after reading this , but please read it with total honesty(this ,call it a curse for those who have it, in todays materialistic ,me first world. and this e-coli bacteria which is a helpful bacteria, honesty i mean ,can be found somewhere deep inside youbut the depth to unearth varies from person to person)
wow.. its very difficult to control your thoughts and put them in words but after all this is what i am here for..lets get back to the topic

have you ever felt jealous with your brother's achievement .i know its something sacrilegious but let me have ur feedbacks
today my cousin (just 2 years elder than me ) bought a new accent viva..a silver jet to be run on road.i really need to be happy for him , somewhere i am actually but here is miss J coming into picture to which this director have no control on (great isnt it..this relation)
what am i doing here. i really need to take control over my emotions and need to learn that few things have no tablets to have a panacea but there is one homeophathy(your composure) that can relieve you from the disease but takes sometime.

i really wish that this jealousy turns into zealousy to work hard in life to earn everything i am now jealous about.
i guess there is definately something turning in my life and for the better.

i conclude with the favourite quote for every struggler " every dog has his day" hey i am not calling myself a dog

I AM BACK>>>>

u know its very difficult to be in this business..i mean blogging , specially for a gemini (these people dont share much with others and i would say that there is one side even they dont know ,exists) but with constant suggestions and readings few other blogs i am understanding that blogging can be a good habit to develope .though i didnt made to any b schools (not even cleared a single written) i gather that i really lack in soft skills , besides that i need few good , constructive pasttimes and i guess nothing is better than blogging. so here i am giving it another try and hope i carry on this time.

well today was funday . theory exams are over and i was bored in just 2 days sitting at home . went to college to give a ppt on my project( ftp client server program), though just taken the code frm a friend . u may wonder and mock about my engg. skills ,but this is the way i am always running frm technical part....irony of life that i am a computer engg. ...i can see a smirk on ur face.its just the destiny taking its course and i have no role to play in it ...isn't it a nice way to put things on ur side.
i hav always dreamt about being the kingpin of the world around me but everytime ending up an average completer (ya i always am able to complete everything i take up, with god's grace,though with the snail's pace).

i need to learn how to end blogs, this is ending in total abruptness