i am going to bombay ..oh mumbai , i wonder why such an elegant ,modern name has been changed to comparably less attractive one , but in that case so many things happen disregarding our likings.
now in this name discussion ( forget it as shakespeare said 'whtas in the name'), i forget to tell u that i going their for my cousins marriage so i wont be blogging until monday
day went fine . i had my first review meeting . it was my TL's review meeting on software mangement of BTS , and was very informative . much of my doubts are clearing now but still long way to go .
one of my friends has started blogging . she is feeling low these days but i hope she will get overit quickly .
abey yaar actually kabhi kabhi humsaare aise hi ho jate hai
chalo have to catch bus....rest later

akshardham replacement of taj mahal

simply exquisite ...absolutely no match....marvellous

these were the reactions of the visitors i was hearing when i was trying to be a peeping tom , no no simply overheard them
this saturday i visited the new akshardham temple , with my parents . let me give you a brief of my tour to the temple
the temple has been dedicated to swami narayan ( a sage named neelkanth) who lived in chapaiya , somewhere near ayodhaya in 18 century .there are some authentic sculptors , around 1108 pillars ,each has its own motif , precisely 108 gajendre(elephants) carved out of redstone,.actually in hindu mythology 108 figure is supposed to be sacred . u will agree to it if you recall that there 108 names of durga ,108 names of shivji.
apart of all that it has the most modern picture halls ( much better and much bigger than our PVRs ) . the premises have a seperate space for the first timers (particularly tourists ) where they maintain museums which are equipped with robots (ya you heard me right) which are enacting with proper gestures showing a whole range of skits depicting the life of swami narayan
it has a water boat ride which runs into a cave , and our indian history is revised as old as 5000 years . actually the cave depicts through puppets glorifying our forgotten history of which every indian should be proud of .
all in all a great experience . i wish to revisit the temple again
ok time to catch my bus...byeeee

hmmmmmmmmmmm

still no work and i have reached godsdebris midway
phew stunned ........to see this part of adams scott
believe me you would equally agree with me after reading this novel
this book mentions or rather defies all the supposed and concluded assumptions or laws of modern physics be it be gravity or time
actually we all humans or animals or rocks or water or hmmmmmmmmm and everything is made of GOD DEBRIS ya even he is able to justify this ambigous title
we all are advancing and assembling or developing into god
strange isn't it but you actuallystart believing into it

i guess i am reading too much of these things ...with this i should be reading something factual or business related that can add something more concrete to my database( now usage of that word shows some signs of my being an engineer)

rest later i have to rush for a birthday party ( ya its a girl and a beautiful one ...nono me not interested)

no work

out of ambiguity.....no work......introspection
this is my current status.just browsing over for some gud blogs and found blog by ADAMS SCOTT , the DILBERT guy and with the car you are getting a plane. he has put his famous book GODSDEBRIS online. i have downloaded it and hope to begin with it today .will get a feel of actually riding on two books(zen and art of motorcycle) together

the other day i had the honour of discussing or rather being the spectator to my friend's(pushkar) philosophy. before actually throwing that on you let me introduce this chap who i think lives in two worlds - one which i allow you all earth residents to share ( haha .....i feel like god ...ya the punchline from bajaj enticer ad) and the other which only he owns and i doubt whether anyone would like to dwell. i know its a bit complex to describe this being but thats the way he actually is but really admire him with how deeply he believes in what he thinks.how often you find such persons who dont need others acquiesced to his views
coming to his perceptions , its difficult to find the fountainhead of the discussion
but let me try.....
whatever we cherish for one day or the other we are bound to get hold of those dreams . the time taken to achieve them are in direct proportion to degree of coveter for it
let me explain the more we desire of something , more we work towards achieving it
uptill here its simple to permeate through an average amount of grey matter
but from now onwards it starts to beat your brains
the same logic is valid for a life as well .......that means you are born this way because you had longing for few things in your last birth which you couldn't achieve.so you are born with the present personality to actually realise those unfulfilled dreams
now this actually converges with our notion isn't it

think about it and it seems so rational but this acceptance is from my side and i guess i don't have that questioning mind ( rather acceptance is my trait )
if you find any of the conclusions fallacious do tell
bye for now

In the END IT DOESN"T MATTER

does it....as life progresses day by day ,hour by hour ,min by min (now lets not go into seconds)
i am realizing how much i have missed ...the several opportunities cued but miscued for the fear of unknown ..actually this fear of unknown is the greatest hindrance in my developement as a person i strive to be but never been able to thrive ( i hope that formation is right .....hehe)
but really putting my efforts to break the ice , getting into that abyss of unknown

today just by chance i read neelu's blog , felt happy and sad after that
happy for getting an insight(ya i love to do that especially to bright people and believe me he is one of the most influencing friends i have) of his dreams , feelings , sentiments . people like him are successful because they always endeavor for more and by more i mean honing themselves as a person to become a persona everybody (like me) inspired by.
i wonder how would neelabh react after reading this...but really i wish to emulate his perseverence
SAD because he is feeling lonely there but i know as it goes "you can have it all but you cannot have it all at once"...so parag u got to perspire to have it all

i re-reading " zen and the art of motorcycle maintainance" hardcore philosophy
the author relates his sojourn to mountains , to lifes of successful people where density of air gets thinner as you go up in life , one slip and you fell into that deep canyon
there where there is no congestion ..scarcely populated, at each step life challenges you ,where people below you waiting to pull you down (mentally as well).So whats the solution ..author says dont dwell onto anything too deep that having been deprived of, results in imploding you from within.take the things as they come , work for it ..work really hard but learn to take things lightly
as GEETA says "karm kar phal ki ichha mat kar"
IN THE END IT DOESN"T MATTER...wow atlast i am learning to justify my ambigous titles

me -1000 rupee note

i read a story which inspires me to think big which in turn brings loathe from within , because my hit ratio for any task seems to be below average( less than .5)

but the story actually gives you a learning that is hard to to defy

story goes as follows

a person while lecturing his pupil took out a 1000rs note and asked the audience that who among them wants that note. everybody raised their hands . he then crushed the note in his hand and again asked the same question .again everybody wanted the note . he then spit on the note .again people were ready to have it.
moral of the story ......no matter how much u hav failed , how much u have been besmirched by his misfortune , his value as a person does not degrades.

CONCLUSION: from here i can only go up

enough of this stimulation to my perseverence


i really want to pen all my thoughts these days but i find them too vague and diverse that i face difficulty in connecting them.sometimes i find myself belying my thoughts
but would definately write a post or two atleast every alternative day
i know i have made the same promise but what are promises for (if not to be broken ..hehe)